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Spoked in!

Posted by maya on 25 May 2009 Comments

Yes, we’ve finally learnt that each of us have been “spoke”d into grassroutes. I, for one, am excited and very much looking forward to exploring a little bit more of the India I know so little about. It’s so easy to get caught up in day-to-day living. in the rat race, in excelling, in our ambitiousness…that exploration almost seems rebellious. And it is, it’s a rebellion against custom that says you take work-leave only to visit family; it’s a rebellion against the routine of day-to-day living; against the equation that life = a career and most importantly, it will mean a rebellion within oneself as well.

I know that visiting Uttarakhand (which I’m so kicked about!) is going to fuel the dissatisfaction and frustration and doubts in me. What if I fall in love with the forest and want to stay in Rannikhet for the rest of my life? Will that ruin all the ambitious plans I have for myself? Will it make me wonder if I’m where I’m supposed to be right now or if I should change my path?

That’s something I’m mildly worried about. But at the same time, I know that at the very least,  I will get the chance to have that fear, a stimulus for those very important questions/doubts/frustrations. Because it is that discontent that will lead me to knowing myself better, and my choice of path. And in making that choice, I can be happy no matter the outcome simply because I chose, knowing full well what the other options were..

And that’s what GR is giving me: the freedom and awareness to explore myself and  to choose well.

Here is where it starts: I have chosen to “spoke” my way through to Rannikhet;  I’m sure our wheel will be  dynamic - watch while we roll!

 

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